148 Mother, Why Are You Crying?
When Xiao Tian saw Lin Xing Xue was already in the car, he also got into the car. Because Xiao Tian knew that she was embarrassed to be the center of attention, he immediately drove away. Not long after that, they arrived at Lin Xing Xue's house.
Xiao Tian wanted to go home immediately, but Lin Xing Xue suddenly grabbed his right hand and said, "Let's get inside first. I will make tea for you."
At this time, Xiao Tian wanted to refuse because he wished to return home immediately. From yesterday night, he still hasn't returned to his home. But at the same time, he didn't want to make Lin Xing Xue sad.
"Little Xue, how about tomorrow? Tonight I—" before Xiao Tan had finished his words, Lin Xing Xue dragged him out of the car.
"Tian, let get inside my home." Lin Xing Xue knew that she couldn't make him stay long with her tonight, but at least she wanted him to stay with her for thirty minutes, "You don't want to spend time with me anymore? I…I will let you do whatever you want tonight."
After saying that, Lin Xing Xue's face turned red. She couldn't believe what she just said. Just for the sake of being able to spend time with him, Lin Xing Xue said something like that to him.
'Did I really want to spend time with him? Why did I say something like this?'
Lin Xing Xue looked at Xiao Tian shyly. Because she said that she would let him do whatever he wanted, Lin Xing Xue was curious about his reaction. She wished to know if she could make him stay with her or not.
And when Lin Xing Xue saw a smile on his face, she was pleased because she knew that she had succeeded in making him stay with her longer.
Xiao Tian, who had no idea that Lin Xing Xue would say something like that, immediately carried her in princess style, "Really? You will let me do whatever I want?"
Even though Xiao Tian said that, but he only wanted to rest on her lap, nothing more. He was tired and needed to rest for a while.
While Lin Xing Xue, on the other hand, had a different thought. She thought he wanted to have sex with her again before going home, but because she said that she would let him do whatever he wanted, she couldn't take her words back and could only lower her head, "Yes. You….you can do…do whatever you want to…to me."
Xiao Tian didn't tease her when he saw her blushing face because his mind was too tired to tease her. He only wanted to immediately rest on her lap for several minutes before going home.
And when they were in the living room, Xiao Tian immediately put her on the couch. Without giving Lin Xing Xue time to move her body, Xiao Tian immediately placed his head on her lap and said, "Little Xue, let me rest for several minutes."
Lin Xing Xue was shocked by this. This was different from what she thought. Earlier, she thought Xiao Tian would bring her to her bedroom and immediately push her down, but she was wrong.
Not only did he not eat her, but he only placed his head in her lap while closing his eyes.
'It seems I'm overthinking about this.'
A soft smile spread across her face. Lin Xing Xue looked at him lovingly while rubbing his hair gently.
'He looks so tired. Better to let him sleep now.'
Usually Lin Xing Xue immediately changed her clothes after arriving home but when she saw his tired face, she decided to change her clothes later. Even though this was not what she wanted but in her view, spending time with him like this wasn't a bad idea too.
Because Xiao Tian was too tired, in less than a minute, he fell asleep.
'What? Has he fallen asleep? So fast!'
Lin Xing Xue was shocked when she noticed that Xiao Tian fell asleep. But she was pleased because it meant she could make him feel secure until he could sleep this fast.
'He even looks so handsome when he is sleeping. What a good-looking young man!'
Lin Xing Xue then turned on the TV and watched it with a deficient volume. Of course, she still rubbed his hair gently and sometimes looked at him, making sure that he was in a comfortable position.
Seconds turned into minutes, and minutes changed into an hour, but Xiao Tian still slept soundly on Lin Xing Xue's lap.
Xiao Tian suddenly opened his eyes and immediately sat upright. He looked at the clock, and when he knew that it was already 07:30 pm, his mind was suddenly in a mess.
His sudden action much surprised Lin Xing Xue. Earlier, he was sleeping deeply, but he suddenly woke up and sat upright. Not only that, but she also noticed that he had a worried face. She didn't know why he unexpectedly behaved like this. "Tian, what's wrong?"
"Little Xue, I have to go home right now" Xiao Tian rose from the couch and kissed her forehead.
"Alright. Be careful on the road," even though Lin Xing Xue wanted to know why Xiao Tian suddenly behaved like this, but she knew that it wasn't the right time to ask about it.
Xiao Tian immediately headed to his car, and when he was in the car, he mused, "Mother and aunt must be worried sick right now. I'm not too worried about aunt, but I'm sure right now, mother is...."
"I'm going to buy a bouquet of roses before going home. I hope I can reduce their worries with this" Xiao Tian turned on the engine and drove away. He then bought two bouquets of roses, one for his mother and the other for his aunt.
After buying two bouquets of roses, Xiao Tian immediately returned home. Even though he was worried, Xiao Tian still entered the house with a smile on his face.
And when he was in the living room, Xiao Tian said, "Mother, aunt, I'm home."
When Ye Xueyin heard her son's voice, she immediately rose from the sofa and turned around. And when she saw her son carrying bouquets of roses in both of his hands, tears suddenly appeared in her eyes. Even though she didn't see her son for only one day, but for her, it was like a year. For this reason, she suddenly cried when she saw her son.
The bouquets of roses fell to the floor when Xiao Tian saw tears in his mother's eyes. And what he feared the most finally happened.
Tears…. His mother's tears.
'It hurts. It hurts so much.'
Even though Xiao Tian was sad and felt like someone was stabbing his heart with a knife, but when he saw tears in his mother's eyes, his body suddenly gave him pain again, an extreme pain that was almost unbearable. It was the second time his body gave him pain, but this time, it was harrowing for him. He felt like someone was skinning him alive and burning him at the same time.
'I know that I made a mistake again, but please stop torturing me with this pain. I will not be able to stop her sadness if you keep giving me pain.'
He felt like his predecessor was torturing him for making his mother cry. With a worried face, he walked closer to his mother and said, "Mother, what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
Even though he had guessed that it was all his fault, but he still hoped that it was only his imagination.
"Tian, why did you just get back home?" Ye Xueyin was unable to hold back her sadness and tears immediately fell down her cheeks. "Mother misses you."
Xiao Tian quickly embraced his mother and bit his lower lips. Because he was still sad after seeing tears in his mother's eyes, he didn't know that blood was dripping from his lower lip.
Xiao Tian wanted to say 'sorry, I made a mistake again,' but he suddenly unable to say it. He felt like the words stuck in his throat, and his mind suddenly went blank. Usually, he could make a thousand excuses, but at that time, he was unable to think even a single excuse.
In the end, Xiao Tian didn't say a single word and only embraced his mother. He had no idea what was the best thing he had to do to his mother.